What Am I To You?

            Sitting idly on a bench, I don't know but I don't get it--feelings are rumbling, thoughts are flying--I don't understand what's the meaning.
            When I was looking for a reason, I luckily found the answer. By the time I set my eyes on you, I thought it was nothing thus I just let it go.
            Every minute that I spend in writing, reading or even in studying, the thought of you pop out without me knowing. Every time you pass by, my heart beats uncontrollably; every time you talk to me, my thoughts are jumbling; every time you flash your sweetest smile, it's killing me inside out; every time you go near me, my hands are shaking, my body is trembling and my whole world stops turning; and when you are nowhere to be found, my heart is mourning and produces no more sound.
            Time flies, things have changed and days go by yet the spark remains and for the nth time--I don't know why. I count the days, months and even years--I have known: I find myself falling for you.
             Sadly, things have gone wrong when you meet the girl you've been dreamin' of. She is classy and sexy; she is cute and charming; and she has this beauty of Aphrodite while mine is a total plain of simplicity. She and I are total opposites like what was described in  the song of Taylor Swift.
            They say 'Simplicity is Beauty', but why haven't you noticed me? Am I invisible? Or 'am just a NOBODY to you? Please tell me straightforwardly--right in front of me--what am I to you? Answer it with all honesty.

To The Guy I Liked!

This is not the first piece solely written for him. But this was the only piece that I sent to him through facebook.

Dearest Master!

Yours truly is knowledgeable enough of the oddity

this piece might bring;

Yet I wanted to seize this moment and also prayed that

thy let me be.

I do not know why on earth I am making this.

But one thing for sure—this is the first and the last one maybe.

God has made this day so special

To the person who is exceptional.

Since today sets your eighteenth year,

Thus I give you also these eighteen things.

(1)    I apologize for this plain piece that I have made

 but I assure you, I am very sincere!

(2)    I am sorry for bugging you again but I do not want

to let this day pass without doing anything.

(3)    I am thankful to GOD for your existence because

you spice up my oh-so-boring life, I swear!

(4)    I am grateful to you for being such a considerate person,

With that I tend to like you.

(5)    Oops, I forgot! I do have a lot of reasons why I like you that much.

Thus, if you will let me....

(6)    Thy tantalizing eyes melts me down;

(7)    Thy sweet killer smile makes my heart goes wild;

(8)    And thy handsome face lightens up my day.

(9)    I really do not know but seeing you makes me happy.

(10)However, being a loving son and kuya is the one attracting me most.

(11)Your burning passion and love towards basketball follows.

(12)Everything in you is a good point.

I bet it’s indeed a blessing for you.

(13) Thus, I pray that GOD may continue to bless you;

(14) May He grant all the desires of your heart

(15) May He also bless and guide your family;

(16) And also “Pansinon na untana ka sa imuha crush!” (HAHAHA)

I know how weird this thing for you,

(17) But like what I said before—DO NOT MIND ME, TINDOY!

(18) Do not feel sorry for me nor get mad at yourself,

For I have held responsibility of my own feelings.

Dearest SUHO,

You were the strength when everyone was so weak.

You were their voices when they couldn't find the words to say.

This day signifies new beginnings.With that, I pray to Him above to give you strength and good health that'd serve as your weapon in surpassing obstacles you'll meet along the way.

Life of being an idol has always been an arduous journey for you. Yet, you remain firm and resilient amid all difficulties and show to everybody what a leader should be; thoughtful, generous, kind, loving, caring, understanding and has a strong heart.These things make you so special. These things make your fans so proud of you. And so do I!

Oppa, people might find this so absurd and crazy but writing this shows my sincerity and love for you and the other members.

Don't hurt yourself, arasseo? Keep the butterflies in my stomach burning eh?  Saranghae oppa! :) <3 HAHA

Cheers for a prosperous year ahead for you and EXO!

EXO SARANGHAJA! <3

With love from Philippines to South Korea,

            JEMADEL BONGABONG

                      Wife